Gathering of the Figments

LadyArtamir · Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 4:19 am Post subject: Just need to rant for a bit...

OK...So I'm struggling in school, all my friends either live 43 miles+ away from me, or they sometimes don't want me around, I hate my chem class, and now I have to spend Tusedays after school there, I want to be homeschooled again, but my parents don't want me too. I took a test to find out what was wroung with me, and the results (a pro teater did this, not an online test...) are that I am dyslexic, I have ADD, and I need to be at the school I'm at because I get lonley and waant friends, but it's hard to get friends in a school of smart overachivers, and where almost all the kids drink, do drugs, and party every nigh!!!!!! I hate my life at this moment, and ddance is my one joy, it's where I can see my friends, and I can dance...kinda beause I don't have a turn-out, and I'm naturally pigen toed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I feel better...anyone else feeling like me?
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Figment · Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 12:07 pm Post subject:

*huggles for Lady Artamir*

We love you! Very Happy

Well, not the same circumstances, but i lost my job and my boyfriend of a year and a half(almost) within a week of each other, and i LIVE with him... It is out 18months today(if we were together) and i have been suffering from insomnia and self pity for a little while now....

I need a job and money so that i can find my own place... Gee relationships are fun!

Laughing

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butterflii · Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 12:31 pm Post subject:

I love you too!

It's ok don't worry about it. We all think that we have a really bad time and that everyone else must be so happy but I think everyone gets upset sometimes.
It's a bit too much when you have to juggle school with friends and family and everything gets on top of you!

It;s ok though, your fellow figments are here if you need a chat.

What about my Huggles Figgy?!?!?!

*Butts in on huggles*

Smile

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Figment · Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 2:12 pm Post subject:

Yes, of course! *huggles butterflii*

Huggles all 'round!
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Shaye · Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2007 7:10 pm Post subject:

I'm struggling in school too! I have a kidney thing going on and I'm in and out of the hospital (in and out, in and out...) and it sucks because I miss a lot of school and then I get behind and then I get in trouble and blah blah blah. I'm really sick (which is a punishment) and I get punished for it! I HATE it! Crying or Very sad

Oh my fellow figment, I empathise.
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LadyArtamir · Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:21 am Post subject:

Thanks all of you!!!!!! *smiles and hugs* You made me feeel better! I hope you'll feel better Shaye, and doesn't school just suck at times?
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marianas · The Scarlet Pimpernel Joined: 19 Feb 2007 Posts: 435

This is why you should move in with me or DarkWaltz. I'm serious. You are the best friend I have!
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LadyArtamir · Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 5:13 pm Post subject:

Thanks luv, but think my parents might flip...but how my mom and I talk and treat eachother...I might as soon as I can drive...
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Lady Nakara · Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 10:26 am Post subject:

HOORAY!!!! You made it through the school year!!!!! And now you have all summer to relax and dance and whatnot!!! Very Happy

*More huggles for everyone!!!*
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Figment · Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 10:33 am Post subject:

Sounds like you and your mum get along like me and my mum...

Trust me... it gets better when you don't have to see them, so you aren't at each other's throats all the time...

She wont know every move that you make, so she won't be able to criticize you for them, and generally they realise once you are gone, that they miss you... and you kinda feel a bit the same...

Moving out was the best thing i ever did for my relationship with my mum...
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butterflii · Posted: Sat Jun 02, 2007 12:50 pm Post subject:

Ah, can't wait until I can do the same.

I just can't stand living with my mum sometimes. I hate to say it, but sometimes she acts SOO dim. We'll be having a conversation and she'll say something totally random, nothing to do with what we're talking about.

Like;

Mum: Lauren, finish your tea, I don't want to waste anything.

Me: Mum, I'm really full. I'll heat it up tomorrow.

Mum: For gods sake, you didn't even bring down your washing this morning.

Me: Okay then . . . so is it okay if I put this in the fridge then.

Mum: WIll you just stop keeping on! I bet you havn't taken the dogs out yet.

Me: Ye ok, I'll do that now.

Mum: Don't you dare answer me back, when I was younger we always helped our mums do the dishes.

(Sacre Bleu)

That is exactly what it's like. Sometimes it just seems like she wants me to do something before I've finnished the last. And she says all these things that don't make sense. I don't think she's crazy or anything, but she just says this random stuff, JUST to nag me.

God, I could rave about her for hours, but I can't wait until I'm old enough to move out and get a place for myself!!
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Spider, Spider, on the wall.
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Can't you see the walls been plastered.
Now you're stuck you stupid . . . spider.

Hawkins · Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 8:40 am Post subject:

I grew up with aspergers and being socially inept. So I was the insightful, I'm smarter than you, I'm the only one out of all of you that doesn't swear/drink/do 'things' with their boyfriend/girlfriend when their parents aren't home/etc kid. So I'm the only kid that hasn't seen the inside of a police cruiser (figuratively...) but since I HATED everyone else with a passion, and never spoke to anyone, EVERYBODY hated me. Even the teachers.

They even liked Shelby better than me. SHE WAS PREGNENT IN HER FRESHMAN YEAR.

One reason they hated me was because I refused to be forced into a mold. Metaphorically. (ouch.) Everyone at school liked the same bands, hated video games, liked the same animals, the same colors, and had never been to the real world. I on the other hand had already experienced what the big city had to offer, so I was always commenting on how much I hated the size of the school. We went to Portland for a feild trip once, and everyone looked at the airstrip and said "OMG it's huge." (it's a relatively small airport.) When I said, "that's not that big," they all said "oh, shut up Hawkins
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Hawkins · Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 8:44 am Post subject:

I grew up with aspergers and being socially inept. So I was the insightful, I'm smarter than you, I'm the only one out of all of you that doesn't swear/drink/do 'things' with their boyfriend/girlfriend when their parents aren't home/etc kid. So I'm the only kid that hasn't seen the inside of a police cruiser (figuratively...) but since I HATED everyone else with a passion, and never spoke to anyone, EVERYBODY hated me. Even the teachers.

They even liked Shelby better than me. SHE WAS PREGNENT IN HER FRESHMAN YEAR.

One reason they hated me was because I refused to be forced into a mold. Metaphorically. (ouch.) Everyone at school liked the same bands, hated video games, liked the same animals, the same colors, and had never been to the real world. I on the other hand had already experienced what the big city had to offer, so I was always commenting on how much I hated the size of the school. We went to Portland for a feild trip once, and everyone looked at the airstrip and said "OMG it's huge." (it's a relatively small airport.) When I said, "that's not that big," they all said "oh, shut up Hawkins. You've never been here before." (I lived an hour away from Portland before moving east.) I couldn't stand it. So now whenever I go back, I laugh at them. But they laugh harder, because there's nothing better than the downeast. Peh.
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butterflii · Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 12:20 pm Post subject:

You kind of double posted . . . but the second post had more stuff on it.

Aaah well, if any one can double post the same thing that's different twice, it's Hawky Very Happy

I hate it when just because you have a different opinion, you're 'wrong'.
Like, in my design class, we were all designing a wall. Yes, a wall. And who ever's was best, could go in the six form common room.
Our teacher said the best colours to go for would be blue, because it's a uni-sex colour.
I said, "Well so is green, yellow and red. Can't we use them?" And he said "no" and laughed.
I thought he was joking, so I designed the wall white and red, quite modern and 'retro' or whatever.
He took a look at it and went "Wrong"
I was all "Why the hell, is that wrong? I worked my ass off on that"

And he was like, "I said blue was the best option" And so for a while he refused to mark it.
I pointed out that him not working my work, is unfair and that I'd have to report him for not valuing my work properly.
So he cockily took one look at it and went "Alright, I'm marking it." Then he put a 'D' in the corner with the comment 'Didn't listen to instructions'

GEEEZZZ! *fumes* God, I'm so mad! Evil or Very Mad

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Spider, Spider, on the wall.
Have you got no sense at all?
Can't you see the walls been plastered.
Now you're stuck you stupid . . . spider.

Hawkins · Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 1:41 pm Post subject:

DAMMIT! Still using a mac, see, and every once in a while it likes to cut off my internet connection. *chucks out the window*

Can you delete that first one, Figgy? The little delete button appears to be gone...

Yes, leave it up to Hawky...ANYWHO, that's happened to me before, not in the same way, but I can't remember what it was so I won't bore you with the details of my unjust life. Splee.
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