Gathering of the Figments

Anbu_Grl8u · Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 1:44 pm Post subject: I am Me.

Kay, I had a dream and it's REALLY confusing to explain it so I mad eit into a story thing. It's kinda depressing but nonetheless, enjoy.

I am Me.

She sat there in her room, covering her face. Legs tucked up under her body. Sobbing. There I stood, wondering what I was doing there. I didn't even know this girl. Who was she? Her room was a dark blue, her bed messy. It was dark. The curtains were closed so no light could come in. I glanced around but then heard the girl asking between sobs, “Why?” And I turned to ask her, “What?” But I couldn't speak. I could only stand and watch. The girl had brown hair, she was about my age; her head was resting on her knees. She was holding something, but I couldn't see what. She held it for dear life. I tried to talk again, but words failed to escape my lips. What had this girl in such a terrible state? Finally, I was able to ask her what was wrong. I still hadn't spoken aloud though, I just thought, “What's the matter?” and she responded. Lifting her head, her cheeks stained with tears, she only looked at me wide-eyed. Thrown into a state of shock, I saw who this girl was, and the item she was holding. I looked into my reflection. This girl was me. But I'm me. A photo, shattered, was in my reflections hands. It was the photo of me, when I was young. I then understood. It was my inner me, morning the loss of who I am. I shared the thoughts now, I had no control:
What happened?
How could I let everything spin out of control?
Is this all my fault?
If not, then who?
How did I change?
Do people still love me?
Why won't they listen?
How could they do this to me?
How could I do this to them?
Why didn't I listen?
Can I still fix this?
Did I ever have a chance?
Do I still have that chance?
I eventually was tossed into darkness. I couldn't see, I couldn't breath. I could still hear my inner me crying. What was going on? I felt awful. I clutched my chest. Began to choke. Began to fall. Lose myself in the darkness. I knew what I had to do. I closed my eyes. Tight. Then opened them. I was in my room again. It wasn't the dark blue one, but my room. It was bright, and I was in bed. I sat up, and smiled. I can still fix this. All of it. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and jumped off with new found energy. I got dressed. Tied my shoes. Opened the door, ready to face the world. I won't hold back. I'll give it my all. Then I realized. She came back. The girl in the picture. From yonder years. I found her. I found me. I am Me.
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Hawkins · Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 4:39 pm Post subject:

Your dreams are much deeper than mine. o_O Mine are generally action movie style where I save the world. Or destroy it.

ANYWAY...if it means anything, I'd have to say you're probably emo.
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ShadowFang · Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 6:48 pm Post subject:

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Lex is emo!!!!!!!!
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Anbu_Grl8u · Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2007 6:48 pm Post subject:

But im NOT emo! I have emo friends but im not, it was just a really weird dream...I think in my dream I was emo tho.
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